Advanced birthday visit for Lola. :)
Just to drown all the sadness.
I put you into words,
because it is the only way
I can put you out of my system,
without burning myself along the way.
It opened a lot of things that shouldn’t have. It was just so serious and deep.
It made me realize that how much you want to forgot someone, anything can send you thinking again. And even if you look for other girls, it wouldn’t be the same without her. Everything seems like a joke without her.
But it’s been a lot of years now. I’ve learned somehow how to cope up with this feelings. It’s not easy. But I’ve managed to live with it. As what my high school english teacher said, “the pain never goes away, you just get used to it”. We get used to the pain like how we learn from our mistakes. Humans are known to be a higher life form because of our ability to adapt. And right now, adapting to the pain is what we are good at.
I don’t know how long will these feelings last. All I know is that no matter how hard I try to forget, the feelings still manifest. She may be my Robin Scherbatsky. The girl who I can never have. Maybe at the right time, I’ll get to meet my Tracy McConell and everything will be perfect.
Our kind of scandal. It’s a such a shame to have been caught in that position. :)))) #maleandfemaleschistosomajaponicumincopula #perpetualcopulation
Despite the fact that I badly need rest from all the school works and org stuffs, here I am still awake. And it’s 2 in the morning.
I just wish all these problems will stop sooner. All those stress. Quizzes, Practicals, Pre-finals, and Compres.
Okay. I’ll try to sleep now. I should, or my body will just self-destruct.
HOLY SHIT, IT WAS THE ORIGINAL ONE
MAKE A WISH
the first post ever on tumblr
this was why they put the reblog button on the bottom of posts
I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO SEE LINDSAY LOHAN OR SOME SHIT WOW
Always reblog because perfection.
If you love me let me go
Sabi nila, Find a job you like and you’ll never have to work a day in your life. It’s gonna be much harder next term, pero kakayanin. Atleast after all these, we’ll come out as professionals. :))))
is just a word we use to describe an indefinite amount of time. But in reality, forever is really not eternal. Forever is much more like whenever. Because eventually, your forever will end.
All that’s left to do is make the most of your time. Because forever will still be magical if it’s well spent.